Admit your defeat...

I know I have not been very faithful to writing lately...

or at all.

But college has started, and life is crazy and the pace of every day is racing at lighting speed.

And I just want things to slow down, but they won't and they can't.

But basically, Landon Pigg has this song, Falling in Love at a Coffee Shop.

And it is my jam because... well, it is my jam.

I think that possibly 

Maybe I'm falling for you 

Yes

There's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you

This isn't a very thoughtful post, by any means.

I just wanted to be able to say it somewhere...

As well as have my stupidity marked down somewhere.

Because I am living and hoping and freaking as if somehow this time could be different.

I need to focus more on my studies.

All of the while I never knew
All of the while it was you

But its hard, cause I don't really wanna.
I've been trying to go about this whole year in a different way, completely forgetting all of this.
To step outside my ideals of romanticism and childish hopes and dreams.
Am I prepared to admit my defeat?
As Tegan and Sara would say:
Don't move so slow. I can't take it...